Surf Road
In 1981 I was nineteen years of age. I had out grown who I was and my environment . I needed to go to new ground, but insecurity got the best of me and I stayed . It took about 3 months for everything to go cloudy , dark and disastrous and the critical point was disconnecting from my frontal lobe. I systematically let myself down and was now locked into psychosis. Un-medicated I got to experience the full roll out of the un-hinged psyche to the boundary fence of humanity. I would live in the space of schizophrenia for the next 35 years , which is the profound disconnect from present physical reality. I learnt that the system is not about healing , it's about civilizing with medication and making money . To reconnect the disconnect from basic to subtle I had to become my own Dr Katz and eventually allow that to happen . Schizophrenia is void of human consciousness and humanity, which has it's pros and cons. Here is the story of my journey of surviving, healing and making it back to the land of the 'living'.duanealarah@gmail.com