The monsters that kiss you goodnight: Based on a true story
Tommy is your average boy. Except for one little difference. Tommy’s parents like to sexually abuse him. That’s putting it mildly. Every day it seems he is getting punished for something or other. Childhood is no fun, it’s filled with hard labor, screaming, threats and violence. He is in constant fear for his life. Why? The end of the world and the rise of the Antichrist seems all too imminent. School? Please. We’ll all be dead by then, sitting at the right hand of the throne of God. If Tommy openly doubts the cult’s beliefs, the wrath of God is meted upon him swiftly without mercy. It’s no wonder, Tommy’s parents are members of the notorious Children of God. A cult that openly embraces sex with children, public floggings of children, speech restriction, denial of food, water, and basic human rights. Guantanamo bay could learn a thing or two from these fuckers. These crimes against humanity are committed in the name of love and the name of God. At the age of thirteen, Tommy has just about had enough one day. He momentarily even succeeds to escape the cult commune. Sadly reality kicks in very quickly, and Tommy is forced to go back home. His parents have had enough. They confine him to a dark room for months. He's not allowed to speak to his siblings or other children. Even leaving the room to go toilet is out of the question. One day his parents come for him and he is whisked away in the dead of night. They also inform him that he has been officially excommunicated. Finally, after months of travelling to and from hotels, relatives and other "systemites", Tommy's parents give up trying to rehabilitate him. The grandparents reluctantly agree to pay to put him into a boarding school. Until that moment, Tommy's never watched TV, heard pop music or even eaten a bar of chocolate. He will not see his siblings again for many, many years but that’s for another story. The other kids in the boarding school can’t make sense of this new, weird and broke kid who can’t speak German. He talks with an American accent yet claims to be a German citizen. Unsurprisingly, he is beaten up and bullied. It seems like life in the cult might have been the better option after all. Ostracized and desperate to fit in he turns to drug dealing to make ends meet. In the months that follow he must very rapidly grow up, become fearless and fight back against insurmountable odds. Not even a year after his arrival, he witnesses a girl he deeply cares for being raped. He flings open his trusted butterfly knife, and rushes to save her, killing the assailant in the process. There’s just one problem. The man he murdered was a very dangerous gang leader. If anyone finds out who murdered him, Tommy will no doubt face torture and execution. There is no turning back, no one he can run to now. He needs to leave everything behind, all over again. At night, the monsters of the past come to haunt Tommy in his dreams. His memories of the past are all too painful to bear, yet he finds it impossible to ignore them. The solution is easy. Alcohol, marijuana and ecstasy. They may dampen the pain temporarily, but in the long run, they are as effective as a Band-Aid on a freshly severed limb. It seems at times the only way out of this misery is death. That’s not like Tommy though. That’s too easy, in his mind that’s a coward’s solution. While on the run, Tommy meets a girl who lives by herself. She agrees to provide him with accommodation. One night, Angela opens up to him. She tells Tommy of all the atrocities done to her by her very own father. After a decade of abuse, she finally mustered up the courage to speak out. Her abuser was immediately arrested. 5 years later her father has served his time. There is no question in Angela's mind that he will seek revenge. Lucky for Angela, Tommy is far more dangerous than he looks. He’s not a scared little boy, and more importantly, this time, he’s got a gun.