Now Can I Cry

Now Can I Cry is a story of a young anointed preacher who is raised in foster care by family members who are very cruel. She suffers through a very abusive childhood. After being misused mistreated, misunderstood and abused she settled for the love she knew "LUST" falling in the hands of many other types of abusers she is shifted from man to man, house to house, bar to bar until she can no longer endure and she cries out for the Lord's hand and receives it immediately. After receiving the Lord, she finds herself stuck in a vicious cycle of transferring spirits all over again. This called anointed woman of God finds herself preaching in the morning and sleeping around in the evening. It wasn't until she was sick and tired of herself that she cried out for God's hand again only to find it sitting in the same spot waiting for her to reach up and grab it again. So she grabs it and holds on to it for real with a tight enough grip that you would have to pry her out of his hand this time. When she began to walk in obedience to the Lord she received strength to overcome the devil and all his tricks. This story shares a familiar lifestyle of people all over the world who can find themselves in anyone of these chapters. Lindsay boldly takes a stand against perversion and the three spirits of witchcraft in the church. These spirits are, Manipulation, Intimidation and Domination. She is a very emotional individual who is not afraid to cry now. God gave her a change of heart after she sits and began to pour out her heart before him as if he did not already know what was wrong with her. Just as sensitive as she was, she was that more compassionate to all people, as you will find in the chapters. Lindsay has grown to accept this tragedy as the will of God for her life. She now knows that it's a stepping stone, to her victorious life, not a stumbling block. She has been bound to this pain of her abuse all of her life until she was able to tell God and ask for his forgiveness for her and her abusers. There is a force of evil that comes with the sexually abuse demon. This demonic spirit brings so many other spirits with it and it is hard to fight them unless you are aware of what type of spirits you are dealing with. And if you know that you know that you have enough power to cast them out. Most people just allow the enemy to roam around never addressing the fact that he can only gain entree if you open the door. When they finally realize that they gave him access to, or shall I say gave him the key he needed to get in it is too late. He wanted someone to control and he found Lindsay standing in a dry place with no guard around her and he began to remind her of her pass so that he could hinder her future. For almost all of her life he was in control until she began to cry out for her deliverance and received it from the Lord. This book takes you into her uncut story about her life and the many years of pain that she endured. Open your heart and mind so that you may receive your miracle healing from the contents of this phenomenal book. "Scottie," was a name given to her by a friend who she shared a long relationship with. This was one of many nicknames given to her, but the only one she chose to hold on to. The character in this story has experienced so much because she grew up way before her time. As you read this "Tell All Story" of how bad but good her life has been you too will be able to appreciate the ministry that the Lord has created in this woman of God. Scottie would like to say thank you to all of her friends. And she would like to show her appreciation by giving an autograph copy of her book, and a photo taken with the author at the book signing in Philadelphia, for anyone who can tell her at the book signing- Who gave her the name Scottie? Why did they name her Scott?